I don't think you need to apologize for writing your genuine authentic thoughts. This is very thought-provoking indeed.

I am a Malaysian and hmm my son can't speak my mother tongue yet which is Mandarin Chinese. I don't think he may ever learn my dialect too which was not passed on after me even among my siblings. On some days it does sadden me. On most days, I am honestly not doing anything about it too. I am wishing to still let my son go to a Chinese school to experience that part of the culture that I am in. Hopefully it isn't too late by then.

Yeah when a language dies, the whole culture will go with it too. Really hope that doesn't happen some day even as we "evolve" into modernization.