This is real honesty

I can't say that I understand what your experience was like...

But on a smaller scale, I can relate to being sad for others happiness, because we lost or missed the chance to truly experience what they will, and we are bitterly aware of it...

Just know that doesn't make you a bad person...
This post, if anything, means you are on the long road to healing from your hurt..

I know you will make and will pray for you to one day experience this joy too!

I'm a firm believer of the Universal Principle that Everything happens for a Reason

It may not be obvious or apparent, there's always that what if... doubt that lurks in our hearts and mind when we've been hurt...

But you can also never know what further pains and miseries you might have been spared...

Take it day by day, never beat yourself up, have immeasurable love and compassion for yourself, and if you walk your path earnestly and truthfully, you will find your bliss and happiness one day

Peace and Love,
Hae-Joo