Nothin better than a TDV on my Birthday! I've been keeping you in my prayers big bro, I do agree that there isn't anything satanic about meditation as long as you do it the way you described that you do it. And you've mentioned that you believe in a creator before so I just hope & pray you give full commitment to our Almighty Father in Heaven & His Son before this is all over if you haven't yet. Much Love My Man