The gift called man 🖤

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It was when the man ignored me
I found the hidden power of putting myself first
It was when the man didn't listen to my words, I found out how to change my inner dialogue
It was when the man didn't see me,
I learned to look my demons in their eyes
It was when the man was unavailable, I started to meet my Self deeply
It was when the man wouldn't hold me while the anxiety was covering me with her dark wings, I felt the courage of the Lioness in my heart
It was when the man dismissed my pain, I learned how to navigate through the ocean of my deeply felt emotions
It was when the man deprived me of attention, I disc overed the profound healing of Self-pleasure
It was when the man was disrespecting me, I realized there was an unbreakable container filled with dignity hidden under my tears
It was when the man was spitting on me, I found the value of Self-worth
It was when the man neglected my needs, I realized that I deserve the very best
It was when the man was showing me his ugly, I discovered the magic of Self-love

🖤 I am grateful to the man, because for not giving me any of the things
I needed, I realized that I want, deserve, and can have only the best experience called Life
And that's worth every tear, pain, and all the deficiency because the most important of it all was that
I realized I can give EVERYTHING
I desire to my Self.
So now, dear man, I am releasing you from all the mandatory made duties you couldn't keep up with anyway.
I let go of all requirements I had towards you.
I set you free.
I need nothing from you.
I have it all in my Self.
Always.
I am the Woman.

~ Nika 🖤