@alexbeyman,
First of all I want to say, sorry for the loss! But my friend please stand still... this is not your fault!
Actually I don't know "Laura" until I read this post and didn't even check her profile yet! If she think hang herself will end all pains that she had, she is absolutely wrong (according to my religion)! I can understand she had very bad times and she had very painful life from the beginning, but it doesn't mean "you must suicide to finish this whole pain"!
I don't know... actually I don't know... what should I say... but this is not your fault Alex! Yes, you lost one of your good friend, yeah you might think why I finished that call... but it doesn't say it's your fault! You were her good friend, you did your best for her!
I think she had higher stress level and she had no chance to manage it! So, she took that decision! Now she is gone and what we can do is wish her "Dear Laura, Rest in peace"!
is there any religion that can keep human alive forever ? come on bro , we are all gonna die , she just skipped maybe 30 or 40 years , is it too much ? we are just staying alive because we scared of death and also we want to be Worn out , and taste it , I saw many old people death , so much misery , first you lose your power and you cant stand on your legs , then you lose your ability to talk and you can't talk , just a useless thing , and slowly and slowly you will die , and that will hurt you more bro :) , don't judge suicide people , I believed you if you could tell me that human can stay alive forever , so if not , fuck it , let's die , when we are already going to die .... if you make the life shorter then you can understand me better , think life is 7 days , one week , you say we have to live that 7 days , I say we can die after 1 or 2 days , but it's people chose , they can chose 7 days and die after 7 days , what's different ?
and don't try to take some of my words out and stay against me , I am not a weak person and I know she was not a weak person too , we are all hard worker people , and we never give up , but maybe she understood more than us , maybe she found the reality and she wanted to release herself , without Zeus or god of seas or god of any religions power , she did it with her own hands