Man, I would like start by acknowledging you and your pain and torment, and your bravery and patience to write it out.
It was very touching and I think you should write more about it, if you haven't already been doing so.

I hope I am not sounding condescending, as that's the opposite thing to what I want to achieve.

People tell me I'm pretty good to talk to, (surprises me a bit sometimes, but some people like swearing I suppose) so if you would like a sympathetic ear and an earful too, hit me up.

I really don't know what else to say here, without repeating mine and other's comments elsewhere.

I am serious about what I just said too. Goes for anybody reading this. I am on Discord with the same name. I hang in PAL usually.