What? @LauraLemons committed suicide? I'm surprised I did not find out about this before, I this post thanks to a link on a post from @cathi-xx, I see that the last time @LauraLemons was active on Steemit was 17 days ago, so she died two days after?
I can only imagine how you feel, I myself have lost someone dear to me years ago, so I can relate to your pain and to the feeling of wanting to have done something to prevent her from killing herself, I also dealt with suicidal tendencies when I was a teen and I can tell you by experience that it's not easy to help somebody that just want's to end the pain, the reason that I did not kill myself was partly because I did not want to cause pain to my family and because I thought that death would not solve the problem.....
The only thing else that I can say is my deepest condolences for the loss of your friend, she will be missed and you have my support