Sometimes it just takes awhile for all the shock to set in. She will be missed by a lot of people, I myself never got a chance to meet her, or message her, or leave a comment, but because of her I have learned a lot about some people on steemit. Those that have true hearts, like yourself. It is okay to miss people. Those that we miss would want our lives to go on no matter the pain of our missing them. Maybe by leaving her bot running she was somehow trying to say, "I miss you all too".