You know Jon, I have followed you for 8 years (or more) and you have never steered me wrong. The only fault I have for not succeeding is my own. I have always been one to preach accountability for one's own actions. I am still of that belief and want you to know I try each day to move forward, to be better than I was the day before. I don't always succeed, but the journey still continues. Keep moving forward, only I can change the failures of the past, and only fools can see that quitting never solved anything.