And who told you to put money on Steemit in the first place? Did Someone push you to do it? What you have made is called an investment and you are investing in yourself and your skillset and there's nothing wrong about it; I'ts your call, it's your approach and I respect it. But don't put it as you are mother Teresa and you are doing all of this because you really wanna help people out. You can lie to people but you can never lie to yourself and deep down inside yourself you know what the truth is. My advice to you, if you decide to take it, is to balance things up. In my personal opinion you are here just for the money. Hope I'm mistaken! Cheers!