This is not a poem. Well, right now, it's not. Might be a poem when I'm done writing tho...who knows!
So, this happened yesterday and it contributed to my depression.
There is this girl who has had it really rough...emotionally. Someone once referred to her as someone "with a disturbed childhood". All she needs is love and attention, the feeling of being desired by someone not for what she can give but for who she is. To be accepted for her flaws and excesses.
Not to brag but I can be a really good friend when I want to. And she once saw a friend in me and felt I could fill the gap in her heart.
But I failed her. I undervalued her friendship, didn't give her the time she desired. Truth is I never knew how much our friendship meant to her until yesterday when I saw her cry.
Now I'm feeling bad. Not that I cheated on her with another girl or something like that but simply cos I made someone feel bad. Now, more than ever, I want the friendship I never fully valued.
I hope I'll get fine soon.
Thanks for reading guys. I feel relieved I was able to share this.
Great stuff.
Here's that introduceyourself post i told you i was making
https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@verbose-jimmy/hi-steemit-i-m-jimmy