An Uncertain Heart Story

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Syakira not a single grandchild grandfather, but somehow it always seemed more loving grandfather the girl cousins compared with other Syakira. Perhaps because his grandfather thought Syakira do not have anyone else, in contrast to his cousin who still have parents complete. In the midst of your busy life He pulled a number of restaurants and cafes, older men would be taking the minimum one week to invite Syakira breakfast together.
"How are Andre?" Grandpa asked when Syakira pouring tea from a teapot into a cup.
"Fine wrote." "Still love performing in cafes?" Syakira nodded.
"If you wrote the parents do not oppose his interest in the music world, perhaps Andre bakal ask s lo t appearance plus, Grandpa." "He's talented," Grandpa commented, "Unfortunately parents do not support.Grandparents do not understand why parents today are so happy to impose their will on children. In fact, the child's entrusted. He never asked himself to be there, but the parents immediately felt the full right to determine the future of his son. Moreover, the reason just about money and livelihood.
"Syakira smile, but Grandpa did not just stop there. "Man does not need the money is alive. It needs to eat. Money may be an intermediary for that, but still not everything. If there are people who are worried can not eat, for the grandfather she not only insulting, but also blasphemous." Parents only want the best for their child, Grandpa, "said Syakira. "We are also right to blame the parents can not Andre." "You need to eat more," Grandpa change the subject so old eyes looking at the plate Syakira only filled by pieces of steamed broccoli and mashed potato. "I used to eat this way." "So you're so skinny. You can look like a mannequin in a clothing store for a long time. Grandpa does not like.
You need to eat more, "grandfather menyergah, make Syakira surrender to argue. The girl was smiling thinly when Grandpa took a few pieces of chicken breast you njong sized bowl and put it on a plateSyakira. In an instant, the once desolate plate seemed full."Sometime, invite Andre here. Let her share our breakfast. He seems very responsible. After all, he already keeping you from childhood, right? "
"Andre is very good. "
" Grandpa now. You like her? "Question in your grandfather's sudden ntarkan will directly create Syakira silent.If Grandpa asked him many years ago when he was still wearing the white-blue uniform, probably will Syakira nodded without thinking twice. He's been so like Andre to think that there is nothing on Andre other than beauty.His eyes were sharp, shaded by a pair of thick eyebrows.However, the way he looked at so tender, make something warm flowing in Syakira chest. But for now,Syakira not even sure. Andre said that he liked the action is hypocritical, because in fact the odd swish he felt every time I look at Mika still felt.
Even so, tell Grandpa if he did not like Andre is a lie. Syakira not too sure, but he thought he would not get through the day without hearing from Andre. "We're just friends." "And your grandfather thinks fit." "As a friend." "You're good at arguing.Exactly Your mother, "Grandpa said, but then as it just reminded of something.
"Grandpa is almost forgotten. Grandpa got something for you. "
"Hm? What's that? "The old man did not answer, but his hand moved into his pants pocket. So Grandpa pulled his hand out, there is a silver colored necklace tucked between his fingers. Syakira furrowedbrow instantly. "It belongs to your mother. Grandpa did not accidentally find time to check the old house of the late grandfather and grandmother.
In the past, your mother always wear this thing everywhere. This thing is full of memories, and over the years stored in a dusty desk drawer inside the building,"Grandpa explained. "Now, this thing so have you." Syakira eyes stared at her grandfather's necklace in hand. The necklace is an ancient-fashioned chain strand, with a tiny round-shaped pendant. But what the true grandfather. It was full of memories of his late mother who had died years ago. It has been a long time since the last time Syakira see her. If not for family photos and pictures of adolescent mothers are still plastered on the walls of the house Grandpa, Syakira may also have forgotten how the shape of his face. "Take it. Now it's yours. "Hesitantly, Syakira achieve it. His chest felt tight with grief, but she was still able to control his emotions not to start taking action to you l like to cry in front of his grandfather. "Thank you, Grandpa." Grandpa smiled. "Anytime, sweet cheeks. Anytime. "

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"Your life is full of music," said Raka shortly after Andre finished the intro of a song he had just created. "You could be?" "Sad song always contrived. Now it's more rock music era. Say goodbye to first makethe abysmal confusion melow song. You kayak new Ababil boy in love. "" If I nampilin rock music in the café Syakira grandfather, I would immediately fired the same day. "
" . Nowadays who tid ak like rock music? Anyway young children where the heck is an interest for tea and cake to the ring with the atmosphere over rileks? Victoria yes today's young people, "Raka scoff, but one of his eyebrows shot up when he saw Andre kan guitar laying on the chair. "Why ber stopping? Do upset Be so lah, Riel. "
" I not sulking. Just again intending pictures wrote, "Andre argue as he reached for a bookthat was lying on me ja. The sheets of the book has been filled more than half, with the object image is usually the same. Raka only glanced at, but as far as he can see, the picture Andre simply rotates between the eyes, patisserie, and a girl with long hair who always backs the viewpoint of the image."Who's that?" Andre's hand scraping the tip of a pencil granite skillfully on paper. attention becompletely focused on his book."Who?" She asked without looking at Raka. "Women you have drawn." It took a few seconds to answer Andre sounded. "Not one." "If you say be so, meaning that weve anyone." "Raka, my la gi do not want a joke." "how also invite kidding? I just asked, that's who? Why are you even sensi? "
" That Syakira. "
" Oh. Already guessed the truth. Do not just me wondering if it Bena r Mika waffle. "" Mika said what? "" He said you crush at her ex. "Andre did not immediately reply, although the movement of the hand holding the pencil stalled ethics sek. If only know how long it Andre save envy him. Whenever you see how sweet Syakira treatment Mika laughed when they were dating or how Andre imagine Mika as lucky people who were able to hug Syakira without having to worry there will be miss understandings, Andre punctured by sore. For once in his life, Andre wished he could be someone else. However, Andre never blame Syakira. Make Andre, she felt was hers. Syakira is owned Syakira feeling. Andre believe when someone decides to fall in love, he does not just preparing for the reception, but also harden themselves for rejection. After all, is not the unrequited love feeling one of the greatest luck of a person? Andre maybe not so fortunate, but as long as he could be near Syakira, Andre had enough. But unfortunately, before Andre was not as mature now.The incident occurred when both were du duk in second grade. Andre and Syakira choose a different school, because parents Andre insisted the boy to go k e the school they chose the school that supposedly respectable and always print the winning title of exemplary students each year. Syakira own choosing an ordinary school, but the number of students who are not too much because she was deliberately avoiding the crowds. Puberty has made Andre transformed from a toothless boy who plays gameboy hobby into a tall young man with an expression of interest. Many of the friends of the school to admit openly their feelings - which would normally be directly Andre tolak. Although never accept anyone into her boyfriend, Andre always told him what had happened to Syakira, hoping the girl would feel jealous or anything. But the hope Andre always ended in disappointment. Syakira never gave similar reactions of people who are jealous or objection. Instead of feeling like, Syakira instead support Andre to select one of the girls as his first girlfriend. Feeling upset, Andre finally pick a random girl, and the girl received a declaration of love. The hope is still the same, and again ended up disappointed. Syakira did not seem concerned with whom Andre dating. The girl even looked at him right in the eye, then said the word congratulations. Speech that instantly makes Andre heartbroken, because she realizes that behind the congratulations of Syakira, the implied meaning of the girl did not save any flavor to it other than the affection of a friend. How to lo l, dating only to provoke jealousy of another heart. "Why do you always draw him to that position? Why does he always backs the viewpoint of the picture? "Question jerked Raka Andre music.
"Since forever, her eyes never fixed on me." Answer Andre makes Raka watched his friend intently. Raka was not accustomed to the figure Andre is so melancholy as it is now. Andre knew was humorist who often have great ideas for a special event la gi their sons.Andre identical to laugh uproariously or comical suggestions related to the world of romance. how knows if secretly was also not too lucky in love life? It is true, Mika had said about Syakiraand Andre him, but did not guess a Syakira Raka could make Andre se-mel ow this.
"I forget to feed news Syakira. "
" Love the news? Already le coup as course. "
" Do not have to insult me. if I s ama he couple, I would sit in her apartment right now, instead of the same tandem begajulan child who rarely bathe your. I want ngabarin if I can not coming grandfather cafe tonight. "
" What duties? . "
" The duty of the state to call. "" P erkara just contrived a complicated task. rileks, Riel. All will be graduation in time. "
" Easy for you to talk be so. If the achievement index I came tumbling h or worse I was doing drop out, I'm going to be under house arrest for life. "" I and others can help you away. "" Yeah, kept mum I am so he did not want to try hard, "Andre replied, then threw his cell phone on the bed so she finished sending a message on Syakira. Raka just a wink, then patted Andre ostentatiously wisely. "Life just once. Do not take the stress. What if I order pizza and other children get together here? "
" My job be l am wrong, Yes ! "
" I Raka, not Riko. I also know your job to be lu m finished. Therefore, as a student solutif, I try to simplify your life. Look, we same Radit Aiden also here. Aiden Prodi right one with you. Ask for help! Severely coursework, will feel lighter if dikerjain others. "Those words make Andre Raka looked thoughtful. "Maybe." "I weve always full of bright ideas. You wrote that never admitted. So, how is it? Deal?

Syakira just parked in front of a minimarket located not far from where he took a k ursus makeup when she received a message from Andre. The girl responded with a brief word that essentially affirmed, then got out of the car and walked into the minimarket. Sometimes, Syakira feel his life is so relaxed. Unlike the majority of their peers who somersaults complete college assignments, schedules Syakira counted fairly relaxed until he had time to fill b lo g privately with articles about the world of beauty to record video makeup tutorials. Even some of his class mates who decided to get married after school. S esuatu who never fails to make Syakira stunned. For her, marriage is something sacred. With the typical ego of a young man still owned by people his age, marriage is something too grandiose. Syakira is a very realistic person. In the past, she had dreamed of a towering wedding cake or a princess-like dress in a fairy tale. She also craved a wedding day that could make her a queen for a day. But along with the increasing age and experience acquired, Syakira start looking at wedding with skepticism. For Syakira, similar marriage with chains that will imprison freedom. Besides, he does not want to be a prostitute of love. Therefore, Syakira not view marriage as something impressive. But on the other hand, her feelings on Mika make her look like a hypocrite. How can a person who is skeptical at marriage actually harbor a taste for so long in someone who has even been with another girl? Stupid. They would have said there are many good men out there. Well, it is not s ne. But among many good men, Syakira can not do anything if the fact that her heart still wants Mika. The girl crossed the shelves after a neat racket, then stopped once in front of the refrigerator. Syakira opened the door, grabbed a bottle of instant herbal medicine for women who are menstruating. But unexpectedly, at a time that I almost simultaneously, an outstretched hand too and fell on the same bottle held Syakira. Instinctively, Syakira turned. The girl was almost choked to find a pair of brown eyes that looked at her in confusion. The views b ingung which only lasted a few seconds, because the next moment it's eyes filled with sour highlight.

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