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My dream is actually to avoid having to pay high rent and high bills (compared to my low, under the local minimum wage income), so not having to choose between paying rent/bills and buying food again. And I also do not want to become homeless again. This does not necessarily mean buying and living on a sailboat. Literally any solution would be good. And there is no point in buying a sailboat, if I cannot afford its maintenance. I would lose it quickly in that case, so that would be a waste of money, a huge failure, and I do not want that. The Hive blockchain community (you too) helping me a lot, and I would like to make a responsible (the best possible) decision. I am sure that there is a solution. I just have not found it yet.

I'm sure there's a solution too. Setting yourself up for a life of minimal expenses is very smart!