He promised to come, but did not come

How nice it is when you do not know what love is, when they ask you whom you love, you do not hesitate to say Mom, Dad. But when you grow up and fall in love for the first time, the moment comes when you forget everything, only you reach out to your loved one. That's the moment I came. I was then 13 years old. It's funny, but love does not know age!

I was transferred to a new school and met him. But then I did not like him and did not pay attention, just talked. He made the first hint, and I was led. Every day when I saw him, my heart was beating fast, I was afraid to say something, I just smiled and did not say anything. I began to dream about him, I often started the conversation myself, and then as in my dreams! Sweet time has come for me. We were together. In the winter they warmed each other, and at school they held on to the hand.

It's like a dream, it goes very fast. What a pity that this is only for a while. He broke up with me. Without reason, without speaking, I found another. Betrayed the person I never expected. It was painful and difficult. There are no calls from him, silence. With every minute a wound that healed then again .... even I did not have time to understand that everything .. there is nothing, I lost it ((

We did not communicate for half a year, and then again the candle caught fire, but only for a day .. an easy flirt .. he promised to come but did not come .. 3 years ago .. I'm in 10 class and he's 11. 2 years have passed since we did not communicate. We see each other at school, but as if we do not know each other. Now at it another. And he is happy without me. In my life there were guys, but I did not pay attention, refused. waited only for him. What to do? forget or wait ?!