what a beautiful story of strenght , optimistic and positive character. You earned my upvote and follow -in order to send in my support and stay in touch.
You are not alone in your struggles, rather note that we are one big steemit family, Seemit is great because of people like you.

Have you seen the free fall in all cryptos today? see https://steemit.com/cryptocurrency/@charles1/the-fears-in-crypto-currencies-big-losses-in-steem-etherium-bitcoin-et-al

stay blessed.