When I imagine being imprisoned, I always see myself as becoming ultra-angry and ultra-violent, against the guards, the order followers who maintain the kidnapping scheme. Suicide by prison guard. But I'd rather be dead than in prison, so it would be a good way to go.

It's unimaginable to me that anybody feels justified in kidnapping and caging like animals people who harmed no non-consenting person. Kidnapping and caging is the bottom line for everything the state does. Unless you effectively resist. Then overwhelming force and murder. Veiled violence, top to bottom.