We just looked into each other's eyes

"Now I am very unhappy and at the same time very happy. I am happy because I love, but I am unhappy because there is not a loved one nearby.

Two years ago I rested with my grandfather in the Astrakhan region and there I met my second cousin. I fell in love with him at first sight, I saw him every day, but we somehow did not communicate. He did not talk to me, and when I saw him, I lost my speech, so he enchanted me. We just looked into each other's eyes, watched for a long time and continuously. We talked with our eyes.

So six days passed. On the seventh day, I decided to take the first step - to admit to him in love. But it turned out that on that day he went to his home, to Nizhny Tagil! I had a shock. If I had told you about my love before, maybe everything would be different, I would at least know if he loves me. And if - yes, we would not be long, but happy.

I still love you, Sergei, my brother! Do you remember me? If so, write, I beg. I love you very much and look forward to your reply to my letter!