Introduce My Name Maya, this relationship started when I was introduced to a guy by her sister. Starting from that closeness, He finally expressed love to me. Of course I received the love, because the initial intention of receiving an introductory offer, had no thought to have such a special relationship. He had just been in an accident, so he was not in a position to work. So We have plenty of time to be together. Although for financial matters, should I be the party responsible. But it does not matter to me because that's what I consider to be a struggle for relationships.
There were no strange thoughts then, because that I knew, I was his first love. And I'm also the first girl to be invited to the House He. We've both agreed to undergo a more serious relationship. His family has given us the blessing. But at that time my family expressed disagreement with our relationship. Short story relationship We have been running for one year.
He has the intention to work in Cirebon City. He got Om Om's acquaintance that he said would give the job in the City. For the sake of the future of course I give him permission. Long distance relationship forced me to live. I'm just trying to be a faithful girlfriend. Our Togetherness only happens when He comes home, and from then on He began to show his responsibility. Financial problems, not necessarily I am responsible. But it only lasted for 6 months only. He's back to being unemployed and I'm the one who has to go back to being the party responsible for the financial problems.
In short in 2014 he got a job in the Cooperative. As time went on, He began to demonstrate an attempt to convince My parents of his seriousness. We are not tired to fight for the blessing of my Parents. Until finally my parents began to understand and give blessing for our relationship.
Year 2016 He managed to buy a motorcycle and the house was so. Application in June, but one month later, He complained of illness. But after he went to the Doctor, he said it was okay. In October He was hospitalized. I just know he's sick of tbc. No family gave me the real facts. This is done because they do not want me to go out of his life.
But clever-pandainya People store carcasses, must smell as well. One of the nurses who took care of Him was still a cousin with me. Cousin took me to see the treating doctor and gave me the actual results of the actual check ups. Feeling limp, feeling like a dream for not believing with what really happened. It turns out my partner has been HIV-positive. I am also reasonable if I feel scared until finally I also do check up, but the result is negative. For a week I stayed with Him, until finally He was taken to ICU.
I am more and more curious about what really happened. Mobile phone He is my main target. There I found a more surprising fact. Apparently a lot of chat intimate with others. More shocking, almost all of it from fellow Guys. Really do not believe what happened in my life. The person I really love is a Gay. Not only that, I also look for info from his friend who was also a Gay. Clearly acknowledge even the information that the person I love ever snacked into the localization.
This is a very sad situation for me. One side I really love him, but one side I can not accept the situation. I can not possibly accept a person with HIV as a couple. Not to mention the state of He who is not normal (gay).
Her family keeps me from leaving her. Until finally his condition began to improve, but must with drug continuity. I still have the thought of leaving Him. I still have the future.
I try to live without Him, but still my heart feels empty. I try to open myself up with others, but still it does not work. Any guy who fills my life can not make me fall in love. I just remember it more.
Until finally I decided to go back to him. But I keep this secret from my family. I'm ready with all the risks just because of the basic feelings. My happiness is just with him. But one day he was caught playing with guys again. I finally decided to really get away from her life. We have no more communication. Until finally there is the impression that He has a new girl. And from then on I really stopped wishing for him.
Hurt and disappointed that I feel. Honestly I still love him even though I do not expect him back in my life. Up to now I still have a very big love. And his family too, always hoping I come back and find it difficult to accept other girls.
Ooh, how sad, maybe he's not the right guy, i mean the right gay for you. Your so cute and adorable, time will past until the pain you felt will gone.. Hope to find for the right one..