I think you may be reading a little too much into my decision processes for who I select and who I don't select as witnesses.

And yet, somehow I was never worth of a vote from you

This sounds like entitlement. I'm not a fan of that. There are many who ask me for a vote and don't receive it and they don't come talk to me a year later about it. They understand my choices for witness are mine to make.

For me, it's not just about what someone does but also (ALSO) how they do it and how they represent themselves. Me not voting for you is not at all, in any way, similar to Ned's actions. If you view things that way, then I don't really understand your thinking which is probably closer to the reason why I didn't vote for you then.

That doesn't mean your thinking is wrong or bad or whatever. I just don't understand it and it doesn't click well with me. That's okay. Some people are different have trouble understanding each other and that's just how things go. Peace involves working together anyway and treating everything as a gift with no expectations.