Certainly true @steemchiller ...

"Are you jumping of a cliff too, because it can't be so bad when all do so? I am pretty sure that is true for many here."

[emphasis mine]

... but amazing how difficult it can be for our fellow man to break free of it. I always appreciate your candor and honesty. Just "laying it out" is always best, if done with civility and respect, rather than "playing games" with the truth.

Very sorry to hear of the loss of your Aunt. Amongst all the other challenges in life, that cannot have been easy to go through. When I have been through similar times in my own life though, I can look back and have some gratitude for how it helps with renewing / sharpening perspective on what truly is of value ...

As always, thank you for this update. Hopefully you'll recover your motivation soon enough. Perhaps (likely?) you are a touch too hard on yourself and just needed a break. We all need a little time to "step back" and recharge from time to time ... "Clears the cobwebs away" and generally you come back all the stronger for it.

Until "next time," take care of yourself!