You are going to be a good mother. I also sense a generous spirit, so I think you are going to be an influence on the friends of your child-children. I wish we had more people like you.

As for homeschooling, I have been suggesting to other parents on another site, that they gather another ten to fifteen children and the parents employ one person for looking after the kids in her home. Ideally, this should be a parent of one of the kids, who does not have a job, or wants to stay home to look after her kid(s).

I presume homeschooling is similar in your country to mine - here kids are signed up to an internet school, so they are given the basic lessons and the 'carer' should be intelligent enough to help the kids when they have a problem and did not understand the lesson. Each parent then can add to what they are taught, on the subject(s) they want.