I guess I hit the depression stage not just the literal meaning but also the stage where the prices and value of things are going down. BTC and SBD are down. My posts are also down. Not getting good attention and value. Well that is life. I started way down. Got up to a moderate level even reached the higher ups. Then suddenly back down to medium level. I loved that where there are lows and highs together, the middle level.
But when the rumors started things went bleak. Maybe I am not a really good writer and an unknown. Mediocre person, nothing to really show for. I've reached a plateau. I desperately need to get off of it. I am getting the feeling of insecurity, inadequacy, unworthiness and so many more negative feelings. Seem like the bashers, liars and cheats have succeeded in putting me down. I have reached the lower level again.
I know I shouldn't feel this way but when I am suddenly ignored, I feel like I have done something wrong?? O maybe more people are spreading rumors, gossips or lies and what ever else.
Oh dear I am getting suspicious.
I even made a post asking who, what where and why. But they have not been answered. I even said I will never stop #steemit. I need to stick to it. The world is round so I am at the bottom again. No matter how sloe it is revolving, I will reach the middle again and soon the top. I should not let my team #SteemitDiversify down, or better, I WILL not let them down. I will go on for them and for me.
I should be happy and energetic because we are having a festival and tomorrow will be the tribe contest in front of my house. At least I get to watch it free.
Maybe I should relax. Get cozy and comfy. Put my feet up and watch TV or listen to music. Have my gadgets on hand in case I feel like #steeming. And a hot cup of coffee.
Maybe later or tomorrow things will be better. I believe and claim it!
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I am grateful for that and for everyone who has helped me and my friends.
The feeling is mutual but I hope things will be better soon tomorrow for everyone. Hodl, hodl SBD and hope that tomorrow it will go up again! Let's claim it!
I feel you sis but hold on, maybe tomorrow will be yours 🙂
I feel you, mam Daisy as my posts are getting less too, but doesnt mean we will stop steeming na.. I remember when we were newbies, nobody noticed us but still we continue to post, write and interact. Don't lose hope and dont feel bad. Just continue as we are growing so much now. Sir Terry @surpassinggoogle is still there to support us no matter what.
yes life must go on
Beautiful writeup. Life is not always rosy atimes. There are times were we are being tested. This is the challenging time in bitcoin and steemit. The ability to stay strong is what makes you a superhero.
my superpowers are dwindling hehehe
Tuloy lang po tayo mam. Makakausad din po tayo.
kaya nga just keep hoping and praying for the best
you really can't please everyone..just do want you want ma'am .we're here to support you no matter what .thanks for mentoring me @purpledaisy57.
you are very much welcome!
Keep going! We're here for you...
I thought I was the only one going through this initially. But then, I realised the value of steem fell, that led to a reduction in the value of upvotes. Let's keep steeming i see light at the end of the tunnel.
me too hope it gets bigger
I feel you. You're not alone.
But things can't remain good always right? That's why words like "ups and downs" exist.
Lets just hope for a better tomorrow where we can use today as a testimony.
have patience dear, up and downs is not only limit on site, our life also facing up and downs everyday.
btc price will rise again...you shouldn't quite steemit...be cool
We are the early steemians and there are still many newbies coming. Don't quit ma'am because you are one of the foundations of Filipino steemians.
You're not alone. I get that feeling every now and then too. It is more difficult for someone new in the platform. But thankfully I have my team who are very supportive, my ohana, steemitfamilyph. They are the ones who keep us inspired and keep us going. :) just keep on going and never stop posting. You're doing great. :)
Me i am thinking of leaving Steemit. I felt alone and no one is helping me or maybe I am just assuming that is the case...
I felt out of place.
It's okay that's a normal feeling as a writer. I understand what you feel and you'll be alright. SBD and Bitcoin will go up again and so your confidence too. You will be happy again, We're made to be like that. sometimes we win sometimes we lose but the important thing is to never give up and go on with the one you love doing ;) I know you really love to write mam daisy, I've known you for so long so yeah I saw that in you. Lemme see that once again keep on writing ^_^
I go to YouTube and listen to some of the Kelly Howel meditation programs.
I have bought several and play them at night or early morning just before work.
The results for me have been amazing.
We all need a little boost sometimes.
H. G.
oh wow thank you for the tip. I think I will try it. Might help me relax and sort out my mind.
I sometimes feel the same way too.Mybe I just need time to reflect again.