I am also having that struggle, but I saw another side to it.

Steemit seems to have more of people who want you to be worth it. Worth their following, worth their resteem in, and worth their upvoting.

With the voting power being rationed and it having a cost, steemit might just be teaching us the cost of our actions, and telling us to make sure our actions are worth the receiver's output, which should be valuable.

So I decided to try as much as possible to deliver posts of value, worthy value.

I think I'm growing.

I believe you will too.