I understand, we all go through this in the first 30 days or so.. then we realize how everything is more connected... Hang in there and keep reaching out, there are lots of us out here trying to support you!
Come check us out at #newbieresteemday and you can use that tag to get noticed by our members too... We are made up of newbies and minnows and we are a community that wants to get you over that hump!
Here's a newbie nickel to help you realize that good comments and playing games like @danielsaori's Comment Challenge can be very helpful in making connections! You have made one with me and if you want there are a whole lot more of us out there!!!