Man I felt like I was reading my life there this explained everything I'm struggling with too, but I like how you explained it.. I said kind of the same thing too in a post I did yesterday called What sounds better.. a new car or a yacht?

But this was great brotha thanks for sharing !
Check mine out and let me know what you think :D
https://steemit.com/investment/@stealthtrader/what-sounds-better-a-new-car-or-a-yacht