Yeah, I just wired differently I guess. Most males (in my experience), have a real double standard when sex, or sexuality is involved.
They will happily mentally undress a pretty girl in a short skirt, walking down the street, but go ballistic at the thought of another man doing that to you.
All a bit silly, if you ask me.

My girlfriend and I have great fun shagging on cam !
Had the account for well over 8 years now - Made good £.
(and it's a job you can do while traveling.)
One of the strange things with camming ( a business tip for you, if you do it again) - don't use the mic - say your mic is screwed or something - type - takes longer and they are paying by the second... ( I presume).
When we do it, I type as 'the girl' - a man talking as the woman - make 20 -30% more...
When you are typing keep it as 'porny' as you can.

It's kinda funny, if I don't do anything else online for a few day, and only talk as my girl fiend - when I sit down to a comp again, I find myself having to mentally shake off 'the horny girl, persona'.
It's a very weird feeling.