Yea the money is more real than fiat.. believe it or not but you have around $50 usd in your account, if you look at Steem power in your wallet you will notice it says 27-28 (not sure) but each Steem is valued at $1.73. You won't see it reflected in your estimated account value until you enter a power down and in order to do that you must have a least 300 Steem (I hope this information was helpful)
Thanks for the info - I still have lots to learn! But I meant more that it doesn't seem real to me yet, and whether we gain or lose, it's all in God's control. So even though you were a victim of a very harsh event, be encouraged. :D