I think everyone relatively new here can feel that way, so don't worry you are not alone in this at all. I definitely do too quite often. I think the best way around this is to stick to what you want to express and just keep doing that. It takes the right moment for everything to change. It is quite tricky to find likeminded people but sooner or later that will happen. If you stick around. You have very lovely photos. And it is fantastic that you devote your time to leave constructive feedback for others. Make your feed make you happy and then everything will follow. (hell, I think this is really true, otherwise I will be depressed soon too). :D