Now you get the point! You don't need to compete to the others. What you need to do is to show what you've got. Tell some story about your life like you did now. I like what you said. I am just like you before, but here I am now.
It's funny, but really just like you, I run to Terry to tell what I've feel that may be he have another suggestion to ease the pain for my problem? And what is that? That is between me and him... LOL, boys talk...
And if you need someone to lean-on, I'm also here for you like the others do. You can reach me at Discord or Facebook. And ask me anything, maybe I can help also... You are not alone...