Jerry, you are putting too much pressure on yourself. Yes, I have asked you questions with no response, but I realize you would have to work 24/7 to read and respond to people. I love your honesty and I can tell that you are a really caring person. Don't feel quilty about your success. You deserve it. Just keep being real and don't try to make too much money too fast. Balance family life. I think steemit needs to reevaluate how people get paid. If you don't upvote at just the right time you won't make much. I don't like that at all. That keeps people from even reading posts. the success of steemit is not on your shoulders. It's on all of us.