Well, I am way less experienced that you in cryptocurrencies and Steemit but If you really want to get our of your existential crisis, I have some advice for you:
First of all you don't have to perfect. You're doing a pretty good job so far and earning hugely, which any of us would ever dreamed of.
Secondly, you're doing your best for your followers and your supporters by providing them very best content, you always do this and you're the best at it.
Thirdly, You must have a lot of responsibilties apart from steemit and other social media platform, so it's okay not to do your best on steemit sometimes.
Now the advice part,
- Try to post only once a day because you generally have lengthy posts and people need time to process that information, so one post per day can really do wonders for you.
- Try to upvote comments and some great profile of your followers. They are working hard as well, so it's time to give them some credit. In fact, I am following you for a long time but still I haven't recieved one upvote from you. I am not complaining, just saying.
- Try to reply to your follower's comment. They really need your feedback.
- Give sometime on steem.chat as well.
- Be proud of yourself, don't worry you;re the best.
Thanks for everything @jerrybanfield . A big thumbs up for your work .