I have around 3,000 subs on youtube (had more) I still get a chuckle when people hear my argument and agree with me. Most of the time I'm speaking way above people's heads and I'm looked at as crazy. I don't see any shame with posting stuff trying to find your audience and fine tune your art. I've been a subscriber of TJ Kirk since he had only 200 subscribers on youtube. Some of his early videos he'd stumble or be less concise. But it's a part of the learning curve. My early videos on youtube, I was still working on my style tossing stuff together to find my voice. I looked at the picture after you said something, honestly I think you're making a bigger deal out of it than most people would. Look at it as your Banana video, if you don't know what that is it's a part of TJ Kirk's past. But I'm new to Steemit here trying to participate in the community, learn about how this platform works. I liked your post about nude people in time square because it actually was trolling with a point.