Wow - the revelations about your personal life are quite shocking. Seems like you are having the worst time of your life right now. I am very sorry for that.
Instead of distracting yourself I would suggest that you go talk to a physiologist who can support you and help yourself to put yourself back together.
- Honestly from the heart best wishes.
Ive had therapy with a psicologist but I think I had the wrong one, Im actually on the lookout for a good one that can get me out of this deep hole that Im sitting in right now. Thanks for your concern and reply!
That's true, you need to find a psychologist that is right for you. A few years ago I talked to a man first that didnt work at all. then spoke one session to his colleague, didnt work. Then I moved to another city and spoke to a woman and that worked perfectly. went there once a week for one year.
Yeah Its on my to do list of things to do. I myst make it a priority the sooner I become myself again the sooner I can start to feel good and try and resume my former happy self. Thanks for your advice again !