This is normal, its human nature to strive for perfection even though we can never obtain it. Simple answer...your being way too hard on yourself. I cant even get my followers to ready my blog posts, let alone respond. I've been feeling pretty negative about Steem, I have 200+ followers and most times no one responds... No one really cares unless you have a prior following that they carried from Youtube or Facebook or whatever. Im pretty much done with Steem as a legit place to be heard or interact cause neither is happening. I still really can't figure out why anyone follows then ghosts....Im starting to Feel the same way about Steem as I did about Facebook. Unless your Craig Grant, Jerry Banfield or the "Come Travel With Me" girl, there is no point cause no one cares about minnows. Steem is a soul suck when you post a bunch of stuff over and over and over and over and no one even clicks on it...