Hope to join this time, im having hardtime registering myself plus the fact running in my mind and senses like, what will I gonna do being at the talkshow, is it ok to be there and just listen?? Or what.. maybe getting there make myself getting off guarded but then I know that thought won't help me and this time I'll try my luck on discord for tonight's talkshow even if being there makes me speechless and just by listening my offering will be.