haha I totally get that! Was chatting with @becometheartist earlier and I likened creativity to a radio frequency. We are all creative beings. It is similar to a radio in that dial into a frequency and some of us simply tune out. When we are 'tuned in' we get the 'full channel' HD haha
I certainly know what you mean, especially with writing. It is very wild to read works from 1,5,10 years prior - I do not even remember writing some of the stuff!!! It is crazy. And then some things you write then read it and think 'wow, I wrote that?' And other times I write and think "how the hell do I get back to where I was when ___" 😂