You life has be made perfect with Christ and has always remain the source of wisdom through Christ.
The moment you accept Christ your life was made new and the gults in your heart was formated a new life in Christ was installed .
Your life is a strategy and steeps , it was made to work step by step as the lord has planned it to be.
The moment you decide to start doing things in your own , the lord will allow you to be affected with the virus called the devil.
For you to come back , he the Lord will always be there to accept you again despite your past sins , this is to show how the lord has programmed your life.
His will is not for you to be destroyed but to be saved forever.