So It is not taking my by surprise.
Another thing he told me once is that you "don't lose until you close the order". So reached this point, I'm enjoying socializing in a social network (just like all the others) and kind of ignoring that number down there.I am kind of taking it all now as "long-term". Bracing for a big deep dive, holding my breath. @hedac told me it's going to go lower, has been telling me with precise acuteness all the way through.

I would even invest to have for sp (and fun) with it. :) if I could.