What you need to focus on in the meantime is to put out content or curate other's work. Keep showing up and bringing the passion for what it is you love creating or doing. It could be music, writing, videos, you name it.

You've really been a source of encouragement to many. I love the way you look out for we young ones on steemit like we are you blood. I for one am really greatful for all these and I pray God to continue to strengthen you bro. Keep up with the good work.