Excellent reflections that I totally share, because I have also felt many of the sensations that you manifest. Even, I came to consider at some point if it is worthwhile to continue, because I still do not discover why some simple publications without much to show obtain excellent benefits and others, like some of mine, do not manage to exceed the dollar cent, when It has been hard for me to produce them. However, I continue in steemit because in this platform I have found, more than a way to earn a living, a way to express myself as a human being, read the expressions of other people and relate more to the world around me. So here I will continue with the hope that better times will come. Thanks for sharing this excellent topic.