I must say that the path you've taken with all the tryouts, the falls and ups, shows that whom believes and is true to itself, always thrives. I wouldn't dream of following the same batch and reaching the same highs, but for sure I will try it!
It is easy to lose sight, not to see a vision in what you adhere to, it happened to me several times even if I spoke to myself to keep to the things that I am good to, but always something has put me to try something else. And..as always...the road is hard, the progress is slow and most of us lose patience and look for a shorter way. I started to realize for not so long that the walk up is the one that strengthens us and which makes us more experienced. So, my new motto is:
STAY THE COURSE, STAY THE COURSE - THE FUTURE IS YOURS!!!