Steem is one currency that I pray goes up in value but not before I have accumulated enough

I share the same sentiment. This however is giving me unecessary pressure for myself. I feel like there is a deadline to beat, and it's taking away all the fun.

So I promised myself to enjoy the process as I hold onto the STEEM and reinvest them back in the community.

Maybe 3 years from now, I can now free use some up for personal needs.