You are absolutely amazing! You are prepared to fight till the end and resist heroically. We have a lot to learn from you! I'm repeating myself here, but we can't even begin to understand what it is like, to be in a situation like that.
As about your posting here, imagine how many are checking your blog every 30 minutes. When I wake up every single morning the first thing I do is check if there's news from you. If not, the stress is starting, till I hear from you. Must be hard to post, but please don't stop.
Hang in there, these days will be the hardest, but please be strong! 🙏♥️