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Yeah, the first time I understood what it meant to be homesick was after going 'home' to Holland from Asia... I was literally sick and depressed for a year. And then I left again. I've never gotten used to my own country, it always felt like I was the outsider.

Aw! I know just what you mean. I am from Canada and left when I was 19. I've been back for maybe 10 days since then and hope I never see the place again. They hate me there, but I love the passport :)