That’s a wonderful schedule!
No it’s not that only I have expectations from you (I do), you have expectations from yourself.
You are already far more organized than you know it. Life is not about the perfection but it is the journey towards perfection that matters. In the movie “The Last Samurai”; Katsumoto said:
The perfect blossom is a rare thing. You could spend your life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life
He was talking about a perfect Sakura, and also in duality his personal life and quest for freedom of his people.
Thank you!
I have high hopes for myself as well. So I decided to challenge myself with a stoic schedule of expectations.
Of course, I can't do it alone because I'm lazy. I made myself unable to run away from the challenge because everyone would listen to me.
I am happy to belong to several very good organizations.
Perfection is an ambiguous thing.
If I can enjoy my freedom and win the battle against myself every day, that's perfection in my mind. That's what I aim for!