Thanks for this. After awhile being so open to feel another pain gets grueling. I've been doing it my whole life. It's really starting to hit me now. Whoa.... I guess my point is, I've hardened up some because of people's disingenuous pleadings in incessantly; which I am proud of. But the old conditioning of questioning my gut to benefit others while they are fucking me through a hole in the wall still prevails. Anyways... Keep it up mujer!!