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Do you ever feel so disciplined that it prevents you from feeling true happiness and contentment?
Realize ~ you have the choice ~ to breathe new realities into existence.
~ Life is subjective ~
By relaxing into your preferred existence ~ state-of-being ~ you may take it upon yourself to relinquish your mind's preference to believing what you are seeing ~ in the container you created (that you believe in) ~ and start to experience reality as something you can be empty to ~ yet at the same time conscious of ~ as an emanation from your mind.
With this understanding, you also realize everyone is also a reflection of your ~ true self (conscious being) ~ and the unconscious mind will try to convince you reality is true.
Reality is a subjective soup to be experienced by our mystical beings, but our being must always come home to itself
~ Love your true self ~
P.S.
A very digestible version of this spiritual teaching can be found through all sorts of videos online, mainly on Youtube (aka Google Media).
I find it easiest, to point you in the right direction, to look up the different sects of Buddhism, try out different hermetic principles, taught by eastern gurus of Asia, and check out contemporary teachers such as Eckhart Tolle and Mooji.
~ Then as you understand certain simplicities of being, you will begin to open up to the experience you came for in this lifetime ~