Don't do it! Resist! I gave everything up sold all my material possesions, broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years. And decided to be a nomad and start 100% from scratch. I literally got myself to Santa Cruz and slept in a cardboard box in the rain with just a spliff and a lighter. No id nothing. Life like you said sucks anyways don't make it harder on yourself. Everyday I look in the mirror and think man I should just stop doing this stupid pointless shit but then I look at the bigger picture and kids if I ever decide to have them in this shit. What do I want them to see me doing and will it even be worth someone seeing. I doubt being a nomad with no money and just connections would be a roll model to look up to. Society has so many rules once you realize if you were invisible there are none you start to appreciate what some of them were supposed to be based on. Not for others but for yourself and self control. When you walk into a corporation and buy a bottle of booze you are supporting that business. When you go in and steal a bottle it is hurting their revenue. When you walk in and dont do either you are making a business decision for yourself and whatever company you choose to. Just like a boss walking down his isles any product he can choose to consume or pass on either way hes gonna be paying for it in the morning. You gotta think what would be worth it tomorrow?