I am someone who has quit some addictive substances in my life. In the early part of my recovery I was trying to fill the gap by doing many thing that was suggested to me. Yet this did not made me happy there was a big viod and I felt my life was useless. As I move on I realise that I was deppress and can't be happy finding happiness. I started to try living my life commited to others happiness and it works till today and I find satisfaction.. I hope our readers understand what I'm saying.