Sorry for your loss. Hope loggin in here is changing the vibe for you :) For me Steemit also has this feeling of it's gonna go big. It already is big for me, I feel motivated and inspired again to create for a growing (not shrinking like on FB) group of followers who want to see my art! My # of followers increased by over 30% in a week on here, that's amazing! Followed you, found this post by the "motivation" tag